M.FadhLi

Wednesday, December 16, 2009 @ 1:00 AM

Went to the Kranji War Memorial yesterday, two days ago actually. Dont even ask me why.
Its a peaceful place; that can be quite frightening when you're all alone out there.
Well, i also went to the Bookfest at Suntec Convention Hall.
Nothing much over there, except for books. What more could i expect anyway?

Its been a boring holiday lately and i dont think it'll gonna get any better.
Been loitering around almost everywhere to occupy my ample time.
How i wish its still the school-ing period.
Then, i'll have at least i'll be occupied and not just sitting around doing nothing.

Im hungry. Im bored. & i cant fucking sleep. Tsk.
Im developing eyebags nowadays, an ugly sight.
Anyway, had my hair cut a few days ago.
And my sis told me that i looked like 'Jacob'. Wth?

It is tearing me up on the inside to have these feelings for you, but I can't get rid of them.

Saturday, December 12, 2009 @ 7:40 PM

You were always hard to hold
So letting go aint easy
Im hanging on but growing cold
While my mind is leaving

Talk, talk is cheap
Give me a word you can keep
Cause youre halfway gone and Im on way
And Im feeling, feelin feelin this way
Cause Im halfway in but dont take too long
Cause Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone
You got one foot out the door
And choking on the other
Always think theres something more
Its just around the corner

Talk, talk is cheap
Give me a word you can keep
Cause Im halfway gone and Im on way
And Im feeling, feelin feelin this way
Cause youre halfway in but dont take too long
Cause Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone

If you want me out, then Im on my way
And Im feelin, feelin feelin this way
Cause youre halfway in, but dont take too long
Cause Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone (wohoww wohoww)
Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone (wohoww wohoww)
Now Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone
Dont take too long, dont take too long
Cause Im on my way
If you take too long
Cause Im halfway gone and Im on way
And Im feeling, feelin Im feelin this way
Cause youre halfway in but dont take too long
Cause Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone

If you want me out, then Im on my way
And Im feelin , feelin feelin this way
Cause youre halfway in, but dont take too long
Cause Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone (wohoww wohoww)
Cause Im halfway gone, and Im halfway gone (wohoww wohoww)
Cause Im halfway gone, yeah Im halfway gone

Ahhhhhhhh~
Im hungry, tired & my whole body's aching.
Fuck, shows me how unfit i am lately.
Damn it.

Im tired of holding this inside of me.

Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 4:29 PM

Finally watched both Newmoon and Zombieland.
Newmoon was okay, i guess. Was expecting a little more.. Ohwell.
And Zombieland was stupid but its quite entertaining actually.
Planning to watch Avatar next, the trailer looks pretty interesting.
We'll see bout it. . .

Did nothing much today.
Couldnt really sleep last night and ended up sleeping at 4.
And was rudely awaken at 9. Wth.
Can i at least enjoy doing something i like?

Was bored sitting in my room for long hours.
So yeah, decided to take walk.. a long walk....
Find a sweet spot, sat down and dream.
Thats stupid, i know.

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